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2010-06-17T20:20:00.001+08:00

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2009-12-28T22:04:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you always think that you will be given one more chance
and den you don't
and den you just start to regret.
Like deeply

and den you wanna fall asleep
and never wake up from the bad dream
but its not possible
and den you wake up
and it seems like a new day

but its not
cos you're stuck in ns

hahas.

2009-11-17T01:12:00.002+08:00

Where's the boy I knew
The one with a poetic feel
The boy who is afraid of God
and loves to spare a thought

He gave himself away
and to Him he'll love to say
"I really lost all faith
and it doesnt matter if i'm saved..."

For life hadnt been fair to him
or mayb, just to him it seems
"I wanna take everything into my own hands
and then, I'll make amends."

What everybody said was true.
The heinous NS no doubt screws
An overdose of torture is injected
and the boy's mind was distorted

Nothing matters anymore
For the only feelings are cold and sore
I cant bring myself to love someone else
when I dun love myself anymore.

2009-06-07T10:03:00.002+08:00

Sweet Memories

Away you must go

My dearest Jobina Soh

Despite this weather, it seems cold

For my darling I miss you so

But like the magical Panadols

You gave me painkillers

I still beckon for you calls

but thank you for the sweet letters

Remembering the times we had together

can bring you back to me a tat closer

The way you smile and your eyes flutter

and of cos, all the times of joy and laughter

The photos we had a while ago

suddenly comes to life once more

for our memories are never still

a motion of love for us to feel

5 more days to end this torment

A lonely heart I need to mend

But of cos I had devised this plan

to meet you my darling in lalaland =)

I miss you!

2009-05-23T11:07:00.003+08:00

Ok its better late than never...

finally dug out this poem from the war torn pages of my notebook lololol

Happy Birthday my Darling

Today, the sun will shine
the birds will sing
Everything will turn out fine
for its your birthday my darling

19 years ago, Jobina was a baby
screaming for her dearest mommy
now a full grown lady
she is talented in music and melody

While time slips away indifferently from us
a little magic I must cast
to give you a moment of happiness
and love that will always last.

I love you and will always do

kekeke

One day we'll perish, but let this moment of love always exist.

2009-01-04T16:07:00.004+08:00

ok

wad i've done the past year

1.survived the gruelling A levels
2.went overseas with my buddies
3.broke free of the shackles of my curfew
4.heart broke like dunno how many times
5.found someone more suitable for me =)
6.WENT MALAYSIA 3 FREAKING TIMES.
7. able to watch M18 shows finally
8. got drunk. like 2 times.
9. slept inside choo choo train ride cos I was DRUNK
10. found a new shooting game I enjoyed a lot
11. discovered my amazing ability to come up with poems. although its diminishing =P
12. finally graduated from dunman high!

wahahha. will update if I can think of more =) weez

random photo with miss leong and mr gilbert lee. WILL MISS U 2!

our beloved mdm potassium hydroxide! apparently she has her resources about US hahaha

miss tan my fav bio teacher! will miss you lots and thank you for everything you've taught me about bio and your life experiences as well.

Dr Yap, my 2nd fav bio teacher! thank you for your always assuring NOT TO WORRY!

we will definitely succeed in life DUN YOU WORRY!

2009-01-04T15:46:00.014+08:00

went to genting from 28-31st dec with the badz dudes
had a hell of a time laughing and playing with them =)
thanks guys for spending like 5-6 years with me oreadi, love you all lots ( AWWWWWW)
ok so here are some of my favourite photos.

the superman and his girlfren (ya the frail looking ben) LOL

WHOSYOURMOMMY Cheat enabled

xiao xi mi xiao

baosheng holding onto the prey while nicholas caves in for the kill. MUAHAHAHAHHAHA. YUM YUM

ok so genting wasnt that fun cos it started to rain and all the rides are suspended. yea SO HERE GOES THE FIRST PHOTO OF " SCREW GENTING"

SCREW GENTING AGAIN! hahaha we were on the merry go round ride for 1 hour. cos its the only ride available =.= apparently we were very indulged in wad we were doing for this photo =DD

final moments before we are gonna be plunged 12-13 storeys high DOWN. ok all i remembered was jie xin shouting " NICHOLAS NI QU SI. DAI WO SHANG LAI. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" hahahahahahahaa

DA HE ZAO WITH SHUAI GES MEI NVS hahaha

COME TO PAPA LITTLE ONES.

xiao he zao. look at our can lan de xiao rongs.

ok thats all

hahaha

will miss all of you!!!!!!

2008-12-16T23:43:00.002+08:00

I packed away her stuff.
I shed a tear, locked them up and smiled.
the room looked empty.
but I know it will be filled
in time to come.

2008-12-04T21:16:00.005+08:00

First and forthmost

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GOOD FREN, XIANG HONG!!!!!!!!

YES UR BIRTHDAY FINALLY LAI LE AFTER SO LONG.

XIAO DI ZI JIU WRITE A POEM FOR YOU =DD

On 1990, december fourth,

a bright light shone in the direction to the north.

with much relief, her parents gave a sigh

as little baby Xiang hong let out her first cry

Xiang Hong is like FOREVER so skinny

making so many girls green with ENVY

Talking about colours, she loves ORANGE just like me!

thats why we are good frens wad, cant u ppl see?!

During recess she'll always be

the timekeeper who sends everyone into panicky.

She constantly make time for a Sakae Sushi handroll,

the occasional treat to recharge her soul.

Much as u wish to underestimate her build,

she can play a mean piece of Guzheng in face of multitude.

Her never give-up attitude

is on par with a hot blooded NS new recruit =DD

thats all I have to say abt Ah Hong

remember to greet her with a birthday song =)

It is a great joy to have you as a friend

to have you with us is like a Godsend =D

happy birthday once again!

ah hong, ah ming and ah cheng

LOL

2008-11-28T20:45:00.004+08:00

This is a poem about a girl I've drawn inspiration from.

Doesnt matter what others say,
this girl always believed in a brand new day.
Believing one day this guy will change for the better,
no more making her sadder.

No matter how ppl tried to talk some sense into her,
she will automatically get into a defensive curl.
Saying about how nice he can sometimes be,
sometimes people just need to open their eyes to see.

I dare say I am guilty,
for planning their breakup one day.
its obvious I cant see
how good he is in any way.

But that was in the past, when I was still naive.
IT SUX like Hell, having your girl taken away by her frens.
you're one girl I admire now, you're loyal and you can make a diff.
no matter what happens, must stay strong can.

I'll pray hard for you,
for this guy to take notice.
that having your gf ogled isnt something to be afraid of ( if it happens )
take it as a complement, you have a beautiful girl friend at the very least.

We all have something to learn from each other.

记载着你的好，像上瘾的毒药。它仿佛骗着我。

2008-10-19T03:48:00.002+08:00

I've written poems for people in my life. Sadly, I've forgotten to write one for my eternal guardian. He, who pulls me up after a fall. He, who loved me through it all, no matter how I tried to shut him out sometimes.

Thank you Lord.

The Sherperd and His lost sheep

My God,
how I trusted you with my heart
and blamed you for pulling us apart
But you took it in your stride
and forgave me of my pride

My God,
the soft whisper in my ears
the banisher of all my fears
the soft pillow I cry into
Thank you for helping me pull through

My God,
When the gates of heaven open awide
Will I be welcomed?
After all the time I've left your side
Into the temptations I succumbed

The simple things you did to transform me
Through all the miracles I see
I see the power of prayer
and what it can do for the world's revival

The same logic why people dare to fall behind
Only when they shut their eyes
Even when the catcher is so kind
Seeing is believing, we lose trust even in someone that nice

Walk by faith and not by sight
Because even with sight,
not all see the world's plight

Driven by consumerist desires
Violence, drugs and shag
we fail to see our inner fire
we lose our dreams for a fat paycheck

Faith may falter, some may say
Cry about it, it's ok
But eventually, it'll be trust and belief
which are gonna pull us a long long way

Amen

2008-10-17T19:53:00.005+08:00

A mega big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to FangMing and ROY

Fret not, you still have a chance to wish them, all the way till SUNDAY

LOL

Ok This poem is dedicated to Fang Ming

My Friend, Fang Ming

ok, it aint hard to guess,

what colour this girl loves best

Purple, the universal colour for Gay!

She's crazy for it anytime, anyday

this little missy I knew since sec one

I still remembered all the past 5 years of fun

From the rebellious lass to the skillful flirt(HAHAHA , JK)

now she become some sensible nerd 0.o

Fang ming is very much your typical girl next door

until you show her the way to the shopping mall

Everytime hear about her shopping spree

Guys dun uds why got so much to see?!

Fang Ming is some TV drama fan

could be wishing for some sexy man.

probably tall,dark handsome with a golden tan

see, I know you so well as a friend =P ( or not, haha)

Alright, 6 years of friendship coming to pass

Wishing you all the best on your birthday, this I must

Find a boyfriend you'll lust

HOPE YOUR SUNDAY WILL BE A BLAST!

2008-10-13T22:00:00.008+08:00

Second Chance

Everyone deserves a second chance

after living with guilt for countless months

Sometimes its not hard for others to forgive you

You have to learn to forgive yourself too

Sometimes, dun be too hard on yourself.

Some things are hard to forgive

Some are harder to forget

Trust me and what I believe

Dont do something you'll regret

When I took Samuel's windforce

and entered Diablo with a wicked cause

I knew I had lost my best friend

There's no use trying to pretend

No point losing a friend over a game

When your partner starts to drift
there is sometimes nothing to grief

Allow him/her some time to breathe

Love is not all take but give

No point losing your dear because you're impatient

When all else fails and become irreparable

Be gracious, no one's culpable

No backstabbing, no bitching

There are some memories worth remembering

Sometimes, we have to make best of the situation

I've made mistakes I can't erase

Some were done in a moment of craze

Nicholas understands how it feels to be in a daze

knowing some people in life cannot be replaced

No point keeping these experiences to myself. I've fallen, but others will not.

Hopefully one day, I'll learn to forgive myself.

2008-10-12T07:25:00.002+08:00

OKTO

Its ok to lose faith
even in God, the unknown path he will pave
Its ok when things doesnt go your way
be optimistic, everything will be ok

Its ok to follow your heart
and give that valentine's day card
its ok to cry till you're puffy-eyed
when you get rejected that very night

for we are only human
and good things may sometimes stay dormant
but when you never falter in your belief
what you want you'll bound to receive

Its ok to feel frustrated

when no one acknowledges what you've created

its ok to feel enervated

you've tried your best, everything's fated

Its ok to cry into your pillow
when the teacher gave you a zero
Its ok to scream into the toilet bowl
and be comforted by the resonance, the soothing mellow

For we are only human
bounded by laws so stringent
The world might not be as what we know
no harm blasting your ipod, and wear your pants low =)

2008-10-10T03:25:00.006+08:00

hmm, some interesting thoughts :

sometimes, dun u ever wonder if fairy tales were commercialised to suit people's taste of "happily ever after", or if the author is in self-denial.

ok

i was really depressed

and u might think becos of some emo problems.

in actual fact

6 pimples popped out 1 day

isnt that depressing

life stopped moving, that very night.
I jumped into the deep blue sea
I struggled against the waves.
I see creatures up against me.
And there under the shimmering moonlight, I see a glitter.
"Finally"
With one final breath I dived into the endless seabed.
and it was a mirage.
there's nothing
I'll try another day...
I want to move on

When you threw the key to my heart into the ocean and said "our love is sealed"
have you ever thought of how hard it is for me to find it back?

naive.

becos I never actually thought it will come down to this.

2008-10-07T20:48:00.004+08:00

Random Poem

For now I'm stuck in Limbo,
and I wish I knew where to go
Tmr I set out for my destiny
and pray its not too late to save me

dun be sad if you dun see me tmr
no you're wrong, i'm not being emo
heard SOT's good, everybody says so
so how can I say no =P

I lay up awake in the middle of the night
and all I see is that half mark in sight
I tell myself everything will be alright.
if only the GP teachers can see my plight

hahahaha

2008-10-05T06:51:00.003+08:00

hmm.

A poem for Mdm potassium hydroxide =)

Our lovely Chem teacher
is not some boring preacher
she still succeeds in making our knowledge richer
but deep down we still know she's a party creature

Often I hear the girls go " WOW "
"look at what she's wearing now!"
She's very pretty, fashion sense 10/10
erm girls, D'prom attires maybe can ask her to lend?

Balancing Equation to me is sometimes no easy feat
but everything to her is chicken feet =P
got mole problems? check out if she's free?
if not try Mr Avagadro at 602-1023

Mdm KOH,
on the contrary, is not unfeeling and cold
together with Mr Soh
they help the weaker students conquer Chem and be bold

Ha! We will never forget her funny jokes.
And laugh together at the people she pokes
funny how KOH which is in nature basic
can come up with niaos which are hmm... acidic?!!?

With 28 days to A level
we may develop a disconcerting fervour
If you do experience insomnia,
Approach Mdm Koh, and overcome your Chem phobia

Sad to say this poem has to end,
man, i'm down with a pant.
Time is merciless and pulls us apart,
but your endearing nature will always remain in our hearts =)

I love you Mdm Koh! I'm sure we all do haha

hmm. mayb this can go in for the farewell script =P

2008-10-03T20:30:00.003+08:00

ok. just to perk everyone up after a long week.

This is a rather nice short story about love...

分手不是终点

第一次想自杀的那个下午
天气刚好不是很好

昨晚，她说了些令人难过的话
让我气了一整天
我想让她也尝尝伤心的滋味
让她一辈子都觉得对不起我
（我的灵魂可以飘到她的身边安慰她吗？）

但是，如果她只伤心一下，就把我给忘了呢？
或是她太需要安慰
以至于爱上来陪伴她的那猪八戒
（我的灵魂可以阻挡一切吗？）

而且，说不定我明天会碰到一个比她更可爱的
又不是乱发脾气的女孩
（灵魂可能跟活人谈恋爱吗？）

第一次死里逃生的那一个晚上
浓云密布的天空
冒出一轮又圆又大的月亮

yes i know this is a random story hahas. but when you hear people saying they're gonna die when they fall out of love... tell them this haha.
like kek likes to say =)
LIFE GOES ON!

2008-10-01T20:22:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY

you would have guessed. i'm so bored I wrote a poem on children's day haha

Happy children's day
No one is too old to say
In God's eyes we'll always stay
the same small children who loves to play

Movie marathon on Kids Central
as well as on Channel 5
but there's this beast called A level
preventing me from enjoying this life

At least there's no Aces Day
and no more of that malay song
those were the goold ole primary school days
when we love to do things wrong =D

ok, i'm just being greedy
i'm not contented with just Youth Day
Children's day get so many prezzie!
wahaha, wad did i say

booo =.= i'm bored

yep so i went to play bball with hongyi tienleng and chinyang...
and I got a present which cannot be any better

MY GOOD OLD FAMILIAR BUDDY, MR BLISTER!

I tot i'll never see mr blister again :D
so long nvr play badminton wakakkaka. guess he's back

o o o

and i finally get to break my KFC fast... like almost half a year nvr eat liao

u know...

the sweet familiar feeling of my tongue touching the base of the whipped potato container, doing a mini tornado, and there u go, a container good as new =D
ahhahaha,

crazy day

2008-09-30T19:34:00.002+08:00

haiz

here's an emo poem to sum up my subjects.

Nicholas is not very happy
even though his grades are improving.
No time to take a nappy,
its time to get on moving.

Chem got some 4 grades leap
Econs finally crashed a C
Bio had a major slip
as I settled down with a D :(

haiz.

WHY WHY TELL ME WHY
gimme my A la, lai lai lai
Bio my love and my passion
you shall now be my motivation.

haiz

GP always get an E
why do you have to make everyone so unhappy
Essay got some hope finally
but now i have to flop compre -.-

all in all, nicholas is happy
hmm, quite contradictory.
not everyone gets to enjoy an overall improvement,
or mayb my common tests caused a pandemonium :P

at the end of the tunnel, I see my As. wait for me =)

2008-09-28T08:55:00.003+08:00

alright bear with me once more, cos I have a knack for love poems =/

If I had one wish

Our lives will end, but love doesnt
If God allows me, I wanna be with you in heaven

I look out into the sky at night
All I saw was the full moon in sight
In fatigue, I shut my eyes tight
And there you were, dancing in the moonlight

You see in gift shops those trite banality
nothing comparable to the album dedicated to me
With all the memories cherished for my eyes to see
Your presence fills me, whenever i'm feeling lonely

The M and Ns, now linked with melanine
still vibrant and colourful, unaware of its harmful fillings
I've never regretted eaten 10 dozens of these pillings,
I ate one and thought of you, love overrides everything.

One can say these are all "had beens"
Inevitably I still commited a sin
To say i've moved on and said goodbye
But with the intention of a fractured white lie

It doesnt matter what people think of me
Only I know myself, inside-out thoroughly
Why put yourself in self-denial,
trap yourself in a world, so parochial.

For God is kind and gave us memory,
With touching moments and familiar melody.
Even if i'm left with no other way,
I can always be with you on replay.

Lives will end, but love persists.
I cant let you go, no matter how you insist.

ya, paiseh. I just finished reading 5 people you meet in heaven. check it out at your local library =)

2008-09-28T08:48:00.003+08:00

This is a poem abt my experience in Tampines Library. Enjoy =)

Library

Everyday in the library
itself is a mystery
Together with Jobi
we see things that are pretty funny

Sometimes got that old ang moh
like to scold people, SEE LA TALK SOMEMORE
Some people see him choose to siam
but me jobi and huishan choose to diam

Sometimes people go printing
Think door close then start talking
OH LOOK WHO'S THAT BREATHING FIRE
Apologise to that ang moh sire

Hong Yi and Xinzi also go library
Sometimes also damn noisy
Joke here joke there burst out laughing
STUDY LA, A LEVEL COMING!

So come on down to Tampines
together we mug from start to finish
But be careful don't make a spectacle
or else you're only inculpable
if you suffer the wrath of that old uncle =D

PEACE!

2008-09-26T21:34:00.003+08:00

经过了时间

人也是会变
因为经过了时间
我偶尔想起你的脸
回味你在我身边

每次闭上我的眼
想起我对你说的道歉
爱是一种考验
也会让人失恋

如果能回到当初爱你的一瞬间
我一定会抱你更紧一点
为你做的礼物不会那么随便
送你回家再看你多几眼

这些年
看你给我的照片
我们那一刻的笑脸
却沦落到了再见

人也是会变
应为经过了时间

我却高兴曾经爱过你深深的

2008-09-26T08:37:00.002+08:00

My Friend, Nigel

Nigel is my good friend too
I knew him since I was primary 2
The first time we met, we went for a duel
At the basketball court we raced like 2 meng nius

Geylang Methodist Primary School
was the institution for these 2 fools
Aljunied was our home and playground,
we ran around the neighbourhood making all sorts of sounds

Now we had both made it to Dunman High
and now he became very zai
walao eh, he some dua tao CI
can someone please pass me a cream pie
I cant stand his face sometimes so zhuai!
but ok la, in his uniform he still look quite shuai

That time he say we pang seh, we 4 got girl
LOOK WHO'S TALKING, MR NIGEL
but it's about time you find true love,
someone to tame you and calm your nerves

Congrats to my good friend, he now can drive
With his new skills, beware of overdrive
"FETCH ME HOME AFTER A LAN PARTY"
His kaki chorused in unison, damn naughty

But Nigel is a good guy we all must know
He will certainly help you, and like a pro
So I just wish him all the very best
WILL YOU ALL STOP NIAOING ABOUT HIS ASS

hahahahaha =)
now you know nigel

2008-09-25T12:16:00.003+08:00

My mama, with love

When I was young, my mama used to say
Nicholas, what will you become someday
a lawyer, a doctor or any professional
you better make a choice that's rational

Mama told me education is important
then you'll like a stem cell, so pluripotent
to differentiate into any useful being
and help the world unfold its meaning

But when I became older... I said

BUT MAMA! Nicholas has other gifts
why didnt you give him a lift
Sooner or later, we'll be trapped in the rat race
why can't I just be a different case

Mama just said,

Sports cant feed you for a lifetime
unless you make it big, then you'll turn out fine
Mama worked hard to bring you here
It's for your own good, its all sincere

Now Nicholas loves his mama a lot
so no more arguing, no more plots
study harder, ace your "A"
then, mayb everything will come your way

I'll never forget what my mama did
When I was 3, I broke my arm
she rushed down from work and when we meet
I melted into her embrace, tranced like a charm

7 days she stood by me
As I stayed in the hospital, reluctantly
With my arm stretched up into the air
I can do nothing by be in despair

She did what she could do to comfort me
like getting me off and helping me go pee
Scratch my armpit, man that's disgusting
Thank you mummy, for being so understanding

I looked at her when she slept beside me
I'm so blessed, even the blind can see
The greatest love of all which is given birth
Without a doubt is my mama's love

now you know my mom =)

2008-09-24T20:17:00.002+08:00

Happy Day =)

Today is a happy day
Chem and Bio, what can I say
Lucky got practise, dun pray pray
They quite easy, made Nicholas gay

Prelims over! yeepee YAY!
Off to the gym, we went to play
soccer basketball, schoolwork at bay
After A levels, liddat everyday

Fret not readers, dun dismay
interesting poem coming your way
About my friend, Mr Dua Tow Kay

My friend, Wenjian

Wen Jian is a very nice friend
though sec 3 that time I think he damn pretend
first day see him he pose super man
until today I still remember his stints back den
walao he joker sia, sometimes damn funny can!

Jianny can sing with his melodious voice
quite a contrast to his usual noise =P
ask him about history is an excellent choice
eh no.1 wiki fan, knowledge is his toys

My friend here also some soccer guru
sometimes laid-back, bo chap and nothing-to-do
just like in naruto, that Shikamaru
Oh ya, he quite nice to some girls, others he had no clue HAHA

So now you know my fren wenjian
he sometimes can be quite qian bian
but seriously girls, I think he quite zheng dian
I mean with him around, you'll never be sian!

yep, now you know my friend :)

2008-09-23T19:48:00.003+08:00

this is a song which I like a lot.

just within a few hours when Jobina send me haha.

its called..

OUR SONG BY Taylor Swift

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...

Chorus:]
Our song is the slamming screen doors,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said...

[Chorus]

I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...

Cause

[Chorus]

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I wrote down our song

2008-09-23T06:16:00.004+08:00

My Friend, Hong Yi

Once upon a time in Dunman High
There lived a metro called Hong Yi
All the guys cant help but sigh
As girls flock to him like a swamp of bee!

But no girls seemed to capture his fancy
No, he's not gay. Though he likes kenny
It's no use if you're a beautiful lass
For Hong Yi is no superficial ass

Hong Yi is very good at basketball.
He loves Chinese, which bores me to the coreeeeee
Somehow he don't like computer games o.o
something he finds very lame

Going D'prom? Dunno wad to wear?
Ask Hong Yi la! He'll even style your hair
If you have any self-image problems,
go look for him, make your muscles FIRM!

So I wish HongYi all the best,
Finding the one girl, standing out from e rest.
If you think you're that fine lady
UP YOUR CHANCE WITH A FBT

lawl lawl lawl.
that's my good friend Hong Yi :)

2008-09-22T12:07:00.002+08:00

My inner fire

I used to think this world was perfect
Me and her tgt, nobody will suspect
tt we had stolen heaven's greatest treasure
a love so great, nothing in this world can measure

But we grow up, some ppl change
Its a fact, nobody's gonna stay e same
I learn the hard way, letting her go
Just let her be, if you love her so

In e midst of this confusion
I made a new resolution
To give less attention to love
and look at e problems given birth

Ppl are dying everyday
Once in a while in Iraq, its May Day
for some dudes there, with their comrades to lay
how long do they need to fight, how long do they need to stay...

But lets not be too ambitious
In Singapore, work can get tedious
Tissue sellers and e handicapped
make me feel sad, sometimes feel bad

I start to think what I can do for Singapore
to help it grow, to ease people's sore
But I pray to God because Nicholas is so tiny
He will guide me becos he's God almighty

And one day i'll be useful
stop thinking about myself, make my life purposeful

Because 1 day you see yourself,
e next you're dead
you decide how you want to be
leave a legacy, or wait to be laid (er herm)
WHAT WERE U THINKING?!
I mean when you're dead.

hahaha boo!

Becos a poem is so powerful
hopefully I can use this tool
to change the minds of everyday's fools
and save e world, that will be cool.

If I may have the honor of composing a poem for you
email me e details and how you want it to feel =)

2008-09-21T22:12:00.001+08:00

My Friend, Jobina

Ridiculous Nicholas
Has a friend, Jobina
No, she's not a les!
But she a bit siao kee na :P

Her jokes are quite lame
But we laughed all the same
It's all in good intention
Of cos she's not to be blamed!

Jobina loves pink
that, we cannot deny
When it comes to serious things,
she's one friend we can rely

Jobina and her Hi-5
Oh man I swear that's her life
Onto the dance mat she dived
singing 1234 HI 5!

Alright, i've come to the end
My poetic juice ran out, my brain's in a dent
But now if you meet her around the bent,
clap hi-5 with her, say hi to my friend :)

2008-09-21T19:52:00.002+08:00

Bacillus thuringiensis

agrobacillus tumafaciens

fuck

bio is damn easy la!!!!!!

i love it love it love :D

2008-09-18T20:17:00.004+08:00

today is a happy day.

kept my emo all away.

Econs was ok I must say

thrashing noobs in ladder was a okay

kept my worries all at bay

tomorrow another happy day

lets go swim, play pool lan the whole day

not like bio over liao u stupid gay

but having a bit fun goes a long way

scully stress out den die leh!

today was readin a book about poetry

it says...

some people can try to write a poem the entire day... but cannot get it done.

some can finish in 10 mins. like me

haiz.

gifted lawl lawl lawl

2008-09-17T18:13:00.002+08:00

alright.

bless that guy who just pushed xiang hong...

man, stupid old uncle, xiang hong already paper thin u stiu push her. its just a seat u uncivilised shit.

er herm.

ok today's papers super long and tiring...

but i'm happy to say

ITS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

man.

chem was ok :D

econs... hmm i can work on speed writing definitely.

ok today I wanna address a very big and serious issue.

about me and the very topic of Er Bu Ju Le Bu.

ok firstly, I named it.

3 years ago.

on that fateful day.

BUT BUT BUT.

yes this is important. BUT.

I didnt mean it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok so there was all the conversation about er bu, ya know. guys. -.-

so I just shui kou suo haha er bu ju le bu

BEING THE RHYME FANATIC THAT I AM. DUDE IT CAME WITHIN A SPLIT SECOND TO ME THAT IT CAN RHYME. not like i'm some stupid idiot who had to research to come up with such a havoc name. oops. I love to rhyme. cannot ah

yea so wad if i named it?

i am not the ones who classified or added girls into it.

I WASNT THE ONE WHO PROPAGATED IT. I meant it as a joke.

it was until some idiotic guys from my class who started adding girls into them and cant HOLD THEIR FREAKING EXCITEMENT that things start to happen.

pls, in the end, practically all the girls in my class were inside. Which I strongly disagree to the idea, because man, I'M NOT VERY GOOD LOOKING MYSELF.

hence, i kept my mouth shut.

so it went on and ok... girls started to get mad.

obviously.

there he was this skinny idiot who's not very attractive himself adding all the girls inside. ok he went to vjc in shame so heck

fine. no more person to hate cos he's gone.

AND NOW U GIRLS WANT A PIECE OF ME.

COME LA.

seriously no offence, i dun find u girls er bu. just a bit loud sometimes. but i've seen worse :D

and no, i'm not trying to save my skin here, i mean it.

yea ok I saw no meaning in disclosing I WAS THE ONE WHO "created" this shit, because it wont add any value to people's life. but fine. since u want an explanation. I'll give it.

or if u guys still want a piece of me.

see that cute fellow on the top left hand, copy and paste, print den voodoo him.

i'm so wadevvvvvvvvva

but yes. I'm sorry

forgive THE STUPID BOYS LA.

have some self-confidence instead. =)

ok I KNOW YUHAN DOESNT READ THIS. SOMEONE MAKE SURE SHE DOES.

2008-09-16T07:43:00.002+08:00

I look in the mirror
and who did I see
someone growing fatter by the hour
argh somebody help me!

A pathetic state
I must change my fate
In our society, looks does matter
Its relevant, to wanna look better

So Mr Fat Cat went running like a rat
And hey presto, he felt a lil bit stronger
after suffering from a heart attack :/
But he can bare to look at himself much longer :D

Crap.

Love is not blind- it sees more, not less
But because it sees more, its willing to see less.
sadly

2008-09-15T20:23:00.002+08:00

mr fat cat

shall go exercise

NOW

AHAHAHHAA

2008-09-14T19:23:00.002+08:00

I see equations, reactions, molecules.

how many intermediates do we have to use.

hydrogen and fluorine gives a fucking loud boom.

Scary... just like our impending doom =)

good luck for Chemistry everyone :DD

2008-09-13T22:48:00.003+08:00

My last emo message

I only have myself to blame.
for believing something which is so lame.

How could I ever had believed,
that love was just a game.

Its not warcraft, dota or even Obama vs McCain.
There's no restart, remake or GG. only mutual pain

Love is complicated. It drove me insane...

I cant help it. I wanted answers.

Its funny I see you in my dreams more often.

Sometimes i'm at ur doorstep, and I hear your voices.

The only motivation to run 10 km.

Your friends were right. I am a loser.
For which ex will bug you, like a splinter in the skin.
omnipresent like the enzyme ubiquitin.
Love can do this. These stupid things.

But its alright now.
or it had always been.
I can barely recognise you, cept for your handwriting.

I tried my best but it wasnt to be.
I'm just happy I helped you to see.
The wonderful things God wanted for you and me.
even though I felt God played a trick on me :P

a love so great the only way to leave
is to force myself to hate you
how i wish it had never be.

I will never ever see.
I will never ever bug.
I will never ever love.
But I will never ever forget.

this dancing queen, i'm lucky to have met.

take all of you away.
but thanks for everything you've given me.
from the bottom of my heart.

just leave me the memories, your smile, and our laughter carried away.

and the words that seemed so hard to say
fumbled when you've gone away
just take a little while to hear me say

that I want you here tonight
and I need you by my side
for just one more moment
for just one more moment with you

2008-09-12T19:43:00.002+08:00

haiz bio...

the paper wud have been perfect if only little nicholas wrote a little faster...

i mean...

seriously.

3 x faster

and skipped that fucking qns 5

u shud have seen dr yap circling me like a shark when i was at qns 5 with 10 mins left.

yes.

4 qns with 10 mins left.

hahahahahahhahahahahhaha!

woooo

ya know.

all this while, I'm wondering why i prayed so hard for this person.

for wad.

damn it

2008-09-11T19:02:00.001+08:00

dang.

everyone say math so easy.

shit.

aiya wadeva.

wont fail can le.

bio time =)

Gentlemen, start your ...

overdose of caffeine.

a few more months to freeeeeeeeeeeedom

2008-09-10T19:22:00.000+08:00

bloody mood swingers.

just like me :)

2008-09-10T19:10:00.005+08:00

math was ok...

which means I can get C/B?

hahaha

CB LA

:P

sian. I think tmr paper gonna pawn us sia.

WHYYYYYYY

I miss warcraft =(

I miss badminton =(

I miss ...

school life!!!!

dunno why today math paper so GL

MY GUM ACTUALLY BLED... I TASTED BLOOD.

and I peeped at the AP GP qns while checking our pages, which was why I was verbally solving the math qns, if that cleared ur doubt valerie LOL. ok not actually solving, just chanting that freaking ap/ gp formula.

wadeva.

bloody hell I hope my gum disease doesnt come back =(

well. ok. I'm bloody tired of being mr nice guy.

block me like i fuck care

2008-09-09T19:52:00.001+08:00

wow fuck this.

i give up.

2008-09-09T08:09:00.001+08:00

one down. bleah.
My vocab I think shud be able to pass =/

ok =)

HAHA

I guess I was in a state of panic when I chose my qns.

RELIGION divides, not unite. Is this true?

no body ever will associate this question with my jiao bin

ROFL

dead. or not.

2008-09-07T16:46:00.003+08:00

ok though i hate apples, that wan tasted ok. haha

sian tmr GP

I BLOODY FELL ASLEEP IN BK, MAC AND LIBRARY WADS WRONG WITH ME

arghhhhhhhhhhh

and i fucking wanna get SAFOS and just go abroad to start life anew.

another reason why I must get 5As

somtimes ignorance is a bliss.

2008-09-05T23:47:00.002+08:00

The end is near.

Get the 5 As have no fear.

One thing for sure is clear.

I'll rally my gear.

and chase her back my dear

2008-09-05T11:13:00.004+08:00

I cant help but notice that small budge on me.

ITS GROWING EVERYDAY!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

mac donald la, 2 bowl of rice la, POTATO CHIPS LA.

wad the heck.

I dun want to look like him!!!!!!

argh,

same goes for kenny.

poor us.

or... izzit happening to everyone?!

DEN WAD MR MILKTANK SAY WILL COME TRUE!

girls wont be able to wear their gowns to D' prom

guys wont be able to squeeze into their tuxedo
(er herm, not like I can afford one :P)

AND WE'LL ALL BE TINY GLOBS OF FAT WOBBLING AT THE DANCE FLOOR!!!

mayb not. Hong yi will stiu rule the night with his machoness LOL.

argh.

time to stop whining and start exercising...

ZZZZ!!!

nicholas the cool cat? nah. u mean fat cat :P

Kerli - Walking On Air

2008-09-02T19:49:00.001+08:00

=D

MAN SHE'S DAMN HOT AND CREEPY AHHHHHHHHH

2008-09-02T07:55:00.003+08:00

freaking unproductive ytd...

zzz

mug it out tonight.

and there's this sign of a belly coming out.

or i am overreacting :D

Kerli - Walking On Air

2008-09-01T12:58:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ML31x_nnXZ4

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS SONG.

its just stuck in my head.

CHEERS TO THE BEST MTV EVER!

2008-09-01T11:43:00.002+08:00

my sincere apology for infringing on someone's private blog.

I guess curiosity killed the cat o.O

very sorry.

but at least I know wad hell you're going thru : /

but stiu i'm in the wrong ya...

Come to think of it. I guess there's no such thing as a all-knowing guardian angel in this world.
or maybe there is.

WOOOO KENDRICK GOT A COOL IPHONE! WADA!

HAHA.

damn damn damn cool la. internet wherever u go. owned.

alright. ytd was productive. organic chem in 3hrs! thats a feat?!

and me and hongyi went to esplanade! and we each bought 1 gig ram for 27 bucks.
damn cheap la.

MY COMP IS NOW COMPLETELY LAG FREE.

completely completely completely weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

alright jiayou for prelims everyone.

sorry once again :/
i'm a stupid jerk. you're quite dumb. and we are all dumb dumbs :D

2008-08-30T21:23:00.001+08:00

i'm a happy little ducky =DDD

who got a little lucky =)))

mayb life isnt that sucky

all u need is a little @#$@#$

2008-08-29T22:57:00.000+08:00

Greed:	Low
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Low
Sloth:	Low
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Medium

Discover Your Sins - Click Here

zzz

i cant BELIEVE MY LUST IS SO LOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-29T15:15:00.002+08:00

happy teachers' day to all e teachers in dhs!
and happy camwhore day to all my friends today -.-

seriously,
i've nvr seen such mass camwhoring session in my whole damn life. LOL

anyway ya, cool old school theme.

sad that i didnt have any of my shirt and pants left.

but uniform can only rekindle that much memory.

today i totally felt like when i was in sec 2.

its that kind of me myself and I attitude where I cant be bothered if i'm left out or anything.

just be yourself.

i guess... its been a long time.

when i was younger, i used to be pretty confident of myself.

slope haircut, long socks. lols.

you can say wad u want but i couldnt care less.

i guess growing up makes u seek attention, acceptance etc.

yep.

not that i'm SO EMO JUST BECOS I COULDNT JOIN IN THE FUN. yea. just that kind of feeling -.-

cant believe she came back today.
its that kind of I-miss-you-but-now-u're-here-i-just-wanna-run-away kinda feeling.
but anyway nice hair, saw it from e back.

its just not the time yet.

ok, so i cant believe i have to beg claire to return me my 2 bucks so i can go for my haircut, so ps >.<

officially the last day of school for us year 6s.

wooo.

weird. I should be feeling sad.

sotz day. but i like it

2008-08-28T21:18:00.002+08:00

ok u guys will nvr look at me the same way again :P

ahahhaha jing hui send me this photo and i tot it cud make u ppl laugh.

wtf my mom lao hua yan tot I show her some chio bu photo :P

freak i got bigger boobs than the emcee

2008-08-26T19:51:00.002+08:00

REKINDLE FRENSHIP DAY

HO HO HO

I miss 4J man hahaha

lets rekindle some awkward moments of mine as well.

check out the cool dude in the tight pants

OWNED HAHAHAHA

2008-08-24T15:07:00.003+08:00

my nightmare went alive.

I was at the exam hall cheonging econs essay.

Keng hoe was beside me.

He finished 2 essays and went to sleep.

i'm still at 1 part (a)

TIME'S UP.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

HEY SLEEP, I TOT WE WERE FRIENDS!

=(.

sleeping, once a luxury. now an obstacle

2008-08-21T17:57:00.002+08:00

I have no doubts that I can get 5 As in the A levels.

I mean you cant afford to have doubts :)

Thats wad Phelps say.

Just go in and do your job, and everything's possible.

ok put that aside,

I freaking hell slept 8.5 hrs.

SOME THING WHICH MY FRENS WILL ALL ENVY.

zzz

But I'm not happy.

fag phone.

or rather fag me.

cos I tuned the alarm but nvr save... zzz

technology, how unreliable =P

I think my mom will be good at waking me =)

bleah, gonna make up today.

ARGHHHHHHHHH.

from what I see, prom night is pretty much problematic haha.

I prefer a cheaper alternative. Book chalet, buy lotsa beer and chips, blast the music, AND LET YOUR HAIR DOWN FOR THE NIGHT. I think that sounds cheaper and more fun yea

bleah.

i'm so broke.

GOD TELLLLL ME. DO I SAVE THE MONEY FOR A PSP, A GOOD COMP OR TO GO BALI AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2008-08-20T17:58:00.001+08:00

like I always say,

a picture paints a thousand words.

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

yay!

finally a gold ^^

2008-08-17T23:20:00.003+08:00

I slept like some cat today... Zzz

****stretch****

haiz. freaking hell study sleep eat.

sometimes I really really cant take it... WHYYYYYYYYY

why am i doing this.

studying shit I have problem memorising...

argh.

yea whine whine whine haha.

everyone is going thru this. er herm.

but its ok. the most important thing is to go back to work after whining.

2+ mths more omgosh

and den its prom, overseas trip gai gai, and GAMING.

and ns.

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

sleepless nights. dreaming big. holding on. and missing u. terribly.

2008-08-16T12:42:00.002+08:00

bleah.

another gold for phelps.

he's more than tied to the GREATS la.

i think he's more of an olympian god. u know, those greek god like zeus...

2008-08-15T17:57:00.002+08:00

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

hahaha

a picture paints a thousand words...

in this case nicholas' agony haha.

oh well

nastia liukin is also very good =) she deserves gold.

haiz shawn, work harder for the next olympics!!! u missed gold by a bit :D

bloody school. i missed everything =(

NOW SINGAPORE LEADING 2-1 OMG

WE GONNA GET A MEDAL!!!!

2008-08-14T20:31:00.004+08:00

In the end, the Chinese won not because they were shorter, or light, but because they made fewer mistakes. And America won respect becos of their finest competitor, Shawn Johnson. She impressed in both her routines and her behaviour. She has grace in any way.

As Sacramone sat in a chair despondent, Johnson finished her last routine on the floor and went to her teammate.

She made space on the same chair, linked her hand deliberately in Sacramone's, and put her chin gently on her teammate's shoulder in empathy.

Johnson is 16. Sacramone is 20 ( and US's captain). Make no mistake it was undoubtedly the best move of the night...

haiz sacramone ah sacramone... relac man

o wells.

Wishing shawn all the best in the all-arounds. You deserve the gold =)

Olympic quote of the day :

From Phelp's coach : you're now tied with the greats.

From Phelp's friend : dude, its ridiculous how many times I have to see your ugly face.

From the Goofball himself: THATS PRETTY COOL MAN.

2008-08-12T21:26:00.003+08:00

test!

homework!

supplementary!

AHHHHHHHHHHH!

and michael phelps won 3rd gold!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

and tomorrow got women gymnast finals! waaaaah

STRESS. OLYMPICS VS STUDIES. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

o well. I realised I got 3 things in common with Shawn ( presently ) :P

we love to watch SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE. we're born in Jan yay, and we wanna be doctors!

ok. gotta mug to realise that dream.

GO SHAWN GO! WIN THE FINALS TMR! my heart will be with you!!! while I slave in school =s

2008-08-11T17:51:00.002+08:00

rofl...

ching chong

2008-08-11T17:22:00.002+08:00

haha took this wonderful photo of the knights in the sky.

its a heart shape... if you're visually impaired haha.

watched fireworks at shaw tower...

hmm, just feel its lotsa pollution haha.

den went to mug overnight and it seriously just pawned me .

head to toe la.

sian.

i think i shud study the normal way hahahaha.

wadeva i'm not made to study anyway :P

2008-08-09T10:57:00.003+08:00

alright today is cross country day. bleah.

I got 3rd clap clap

and ping yen owned the school clap clap

and I LOST MY EARPIECE SOB SOB

wadeva la.

issit me or am i as tall as mr low o.O

nm.

alright just glad no more punishing routines till NS!

wakakaka.

den I took this photo at changi village. Mugger nigel singh tailor vs ah beng eddy kebaya queen ( it states qeenn, wad eva is that !?!) lol

den the guys went belinda's house de swimming pool haha. fucking funny sight when all nigel's and kenny's notes fly into the pool -.-

ok bad enuf I didnt help, I was laughing my head off when the notes fly slow-mo towards the pool.

see la! mug mug mug. :P

ok den went CS eat with The Guys and part of The Clique.

xi jing mixed extremely well with either ends. I guess one dota hero represents u entirely.

The morphling...

rofl.

ok at the end of the day i didnt get wad black red blue wadeva magic thing la. Just ORHHHHH to GL jiexin

wadeva =P

next comes the most exciting night of the year. BEIJING Olympics opening!!!!!!!

COOL MAN I ACTUALLY SAT THRU 2 HOURS FROM 9 TO 11 WATCHING ALL THE COUNTRIES STROLL OUT.

imba right.

the performance damn nice man. Zhang yimou some godlike director.

walao den US strolls out they zoom in on kobe bryant. no shawn johnson :P

anyway some of the african countries quite jialat... only a few athletes liddat. how to win?!

oh well. I really liked the part when China's inventions were shown. so cool man.

NICHOLAS IS PROUD TO BE A CHINESE!

watch finish close to twelve. went orh orh

today is a special day. for the world. and for me. and i dreamt of her tonight. 8th august. I remembered this day all along. how cud i ever forget??

2008-08-06T18:04:00.008+08:00

Thank God for wednesday!

ok some random shots haha.

sorry yiwei took such a long time =)

alright. i'm not ashamed to say this photo was taken from my 3.2 MP camera phone. quite blur hor. its a crane for god sake

but not if...

its actually this small o.o

some guys wish...

they have a handsome face like Hongyi

they can provide intellectual orgasm like keng hoe... LOL

they can flash a megawatt smile like eugene

some wants to be as seh as kenny.

or humorous like royston.

as cool speaking as daniel

or even proficient in english like Xinzi.

some wants a sexy rear like Nigel,

as charming as chun bok

as sweet talking as wenjian ^^

some just wanna be nice like sze wee

or as gentlemanly as Ping yen.

others want to be a whiz kid like Meng shuen

be as cool like Colin.

be as beng as eddy!

but it doesnt bother me.

becos they cant wear sexy FBT pants like I can. i'm sorry girls. gender equality ^^

Pawned. hahahhaha

bleah, i have to wash my eyes and chop off my fingers after saying so many L I E S HAHAHA

2008-08-05T21:38:00.002+08:00

I am a caring girl who loves to flip.
I wonder what the world will be like in 100 years.
I hear the uplifting laughter of children.
I see colorful daises swaying in the wind.
I want the ones I love to be with me forever.

I am a caring girl who loves to flip.
I pretend I am flying without wings.
I feel the warm sunshine on my face.
I touch the hearts of those I can.
I worry of war and loss.
I cry to think my family is in pain.

I am a caring girl who loves to flip.
I understand that nothing is easy.
I say everything happens for a reason.
I dream of one day the world is in peace.
I try to see the good in everything.
I am a caring girl who loves to flip.

awwwww.
poem from shawn johnson.

shit, i think i'm overobsessed.

and she's born in january :DDD YAY

2008-08-03T13:31:00.001+08:00

olympics coming! countdown 5 more days

so I shall introduce to you guys who's my ou xiang. Shawn Johnson. and she's not a guy

she totally owns the word gymnastic. and she's only 1.46m haha!

wooo.

so who's your olympic star today?

2008-08-03T13:09:00.003+08:00

ok. i'm getting the hang of airport mugging.

No kick! "using the tone of Nigel"

HAHAHAHA

seriously. for all those who still cant wake up in the middle of the night to study.
just pump coffee. lots.

reached home slept from like 8am to 10 am... : /

o well. must make up for lost time haha.

still digging for photos. I realised how camera shy I was last time wakakaka.

weeepeee tmr mass PE =)

2008-08-02T10:30:00.002+08:00

hi readers.

appealing to anyone who has my photos from sec 1 to sec 4

or know of someone who has them -.-

thanks haha.

becos of that montage thingy >.<

2008-07-30T17:51:00.002+08:00

Thanks Dr Vivian.

u just woke me up from the reality of life.

5As. a good university. a good paying job.

and lastly a white house with white picket fence with hundreds of white cats.

its all about me me me.

i'm ashamed to say that... after all these years of education, i'm so self centred. hmm

den wads the use of studying so much? might as well go do some biz now right?

when I grow up, I'm gonna change e world... even in tinee winee ways.

though i'm still thinking wad can I do haha :/

God teach me how =)

2008-07-29T17:36:00.001+08:00

Why...

How...

can God create 2 beings of the same name... ok english name.

one so likeable and nice to people.

the other...

people just love!

to hate *puke.

disgusted.

2008-07-27T02:56:00.004+08:00

Min Hua wishes to defend herself on why she slept...

LOL

短暂的休息是为了走更遥远的路

really?

还是为了更长的休息?

LOL.

and she went back to Zzz land!

ok.

So nicholas won.

but not for long.

as here comes the song.

of the siren

at 5.45 am.

ZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

OWN ME AIRPORT. OWWNNNNNN ME. you lose :P

2008-07-27T02:47:00.003+08:00

mugging at airport!!!

this time Nicholas came armed with nestcafe KOPI MOCHA and a fully charged battery FOR NON STOP MUSIC FEST.

3am.

still hyper and rawking... wakakakkaa

unfortunately airport mugging has claimed its first victim...

:P

Minhua... you're the weakest link kekeke. K.O

tune in to see who collapses first.

xijing vs nicholas

RAWR!!! >:)

2008-07-26T07:24:00.000+08:00

I miss Peb. badly

2008-07-23T18:13:00.001+08:00

I just realised how much I miss edwin...

argh.

2008-07-20T18:15:00.002+08:00

Overnight mugging is officially added to Nicholas' 10 worst experiences in his life, coming just under

that " fateful night at OBS"

which I believe many ppl knows cos I like to complain about it hahahaha

and...

Nicholas is growing fat from eating junk food and lotsa mian

i love mian!

meefen mian fujian mian :D

Since i'm in the mood, i shall now talk about my top 10 worst experiences =)

10. Airport mugging---- the fucking horror... of discovering u're stuck there WITH NO TRANSPORT HOME AND A STACK OF BOOKS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

9. OBS camp- turn left, i see a big mouth yawning. close my eyes, some woodlouse tried digging its way into my ear, and i swear there's like 20 others on all parts of my body. plus =), we are half sumerged in water in the tent AHaha- PAWNED COS I JUST FLIPPED HERE AND THERE FOR 3 HRS DEN DECIDED TO SPEND THE REST OF THE NIGHT OUTSIDE WATCHING THE MOON. Very very horrible. I meant the mouth part.

8. Peeing in the lift when I was primary 1. Cos playground was filled with girls hahaha. I DID NOT PURPOSELY PEE. I just cant help it when my house was on the 12th floor and I oreadi sprinted down from the bus to the lift with 100% bladder capacity ^^

7. That talent time show in sec 3. I swear that scarred me for the rest of the life haha. Balancing chair act pawnage!

6. Urinating through a bloody sewn up urethra. LOLOLOLOL. Mr Frankie.

5. Meeting the parents of that idiot whom I punched in Primary 5.

4. when the entire school know I punched that idiot HAHAHA

3. when 30 indians chased after me on that fateful night. But I outran them ^^

2. breaking up with the love of my life, and dreaming of her almost every night. that intangible feeling when u wake up.

and the moment u have been waiting for...

NUMBER 1.

its reserved for midlife crisis =)

2008-07-19T23:02:00.001+08:00

Dear Yr 6s

we have to stop our mundane and boring mugging life,

SO LET US ALL WEAR ETHNIC COSTUME ON MONDAY YAY!!

happy racial harmony day everyone ^^

2008-07-18T21:00:00.004+08:00

Today ran 10 rounds.
some ppl supported me,
some was disgusted
others thought I was going overboard
Miss Toh was shocked
Mr Tang said I'm STEADY MAN
Kenny said wa " every strand of hair got water"
Some tot I showered.
But I seriously wanted a WET hunk look HAHA.
ya know.
coming out from the sea and swinging ur hair around with all the girls going OMG OMG
bish.

HAHA

jk.

8/8/08

special day
not becos of its number,
not becos its 1 day before national day.
to me, its a very very very special day.

and to commemorate that day, I must run faster and win! haha.
seriously. I dun care wad others think about me ya know... running and training like kiasu liddat.
Its my 20 mins of my life. U can mug in the canteen I can run. U can also choose to run if u bs me and wanna pawn me. For now, just let me do wad I want. pls?
haha

win or not, doesnt really matter. As long as I feel the adrenaline, the wind, the sore, i'm contented liao.

o well. talk so much le.

moral of story: dun everything also niao ppl. ppl trying hard den u niao, will destroy morale wan leh

sorry fang ming.

didnt mean to shout the F word at ur face but haha, yea i was very angry -.-

but i'm not that petty about it la.

Know me 6 years le still dunno I wont cut queue wan meh

anyway, today bio lab was havoc

the agar jelly is soooo problematic. poor lab assistant kena owned by Dr Yap :(

she's a nice lab assistant, last time helped my group in PW :)

anyway. yea so Nicholas was very bored as usual during Bio lab and so he went to do some monkey business.

I meant.

literally

hahaha. hard to guess who is that :P

2008-07-16T23:02:00.005+08:00

Meng shuen in Drag.
Chiobu! haha jkjk

Fang ming the amazonian warrior faces T-rex head on :DD

Bounty: US $1000000. Wanted for pawning everyone in maths :P

someone is horny.

bleah. Random shots in school. shall sabo more ppl tmr hahaha

just watched terminator SCC

I swear I love Summer Glau man.

She just did pirouettes in the show, even as a robot omg.

and she's just fucking imba in ballet haha.

Well, it helps that she learned ballet since young. Ballet... an expression of the soul.

but she pulled it well even without a soul as a robot. or thats wad the story wants us to think -.-

cant wait for next wed... Zzz

I look out of my window every night.

I see the familiar clouds.

the beautiful moon

and I think of you.

2008-07-15T20:42:00.003+08:00

This is one funny conversation of the day...

I am HellBOI HAHAHAHA says:
just dun kill urself -.-
I am HellBOI HAHAHAHA says:
its not worth it
Royston i rather die from parachuting than drowning in water says:
yea
I am HellBOI HAHAHAHA says:
play hum commando :P
Royston i rather die from parachuting than drowning in water says:
what if my parachute doesnot open at the critical moment
Royston i rather die from parachuting than drowning in water says:
LOL
I am HellBOI HAHAHAHA says:
erm
I am HellBOI HAHAHAHA says:
scream?
Royston i rather die from parachuting than drowning in water says:
LOL
Royston i rather die from parachuting than drowning in water says:
i think i will explode when i hit the ground or smth
I am HellBOI HAHAHAHA says:
haha
I am HellBOI HAHAHAHA says:
from joy ?
Royston i rather die from parachuting than drowning in water says:
erm no
Royston i rather die from parachuting than drowning in water says:
as in literally explode

yea royston. if u land on ur butt loaded with grenades WAHAHAHHA

for those not in known, ROYSTON is gonna be a commando. tgt with junming and chun bok hahaha.

I call it sui1

but I think ppl like kenny will find it fun hahaha.

ya know, the whole rambo thingy =PP

I just hate the killing animals part :(

i mean, I cant kill a quail

a rabbit

or even an ugly frog

so... wad happens if i kena commando.

I will pray for the survival training...

I land in some banana plantation.

or I land with some irritating bastard who I wont hesitate to kill for food =P

perfect right haha

but huishan says land in banana plantation will have pontianaks... Zzz

oh well. haha

that will nvr happen to me cos i'm the only son lols.

and i'm pes B!

and and and...

I haven open the letter box yet LOL

ah fuck that.

yesterday was watching so U THINK U CAN DANCE.

MY 2 FAVOURITES OUT LIAO T.T

thoroughly sad.

and my fucking younger sis told me the results and who's the overall champ -.-

bloody irritating haha

oh well. I tried my phone function today on her... I said smile! but i realised the theme was all wrong...

cos...

damn "out of water" la!

2008-07-11T16:51:00.004+08:00

Another day at Bio lab.

where we do PCR work

and 2 lamers had nothing better to do...

they both drank saline solution and little did they know that they are about to morph into something wobbly

tada. Kenny and Nicholas ! :DD

2008-07-09T20:00:00.002+08:00

the priestess of the moon lurks in the forest, waiting for her unsuspecting victim.

with deadly accuracy, she shot her elune's arrow.

it flew... 1000 range and when I finally saw who I pawned, I cried.

I shot myself.

and it was a clean headshot.

dota...

it kills.

everynight, reality haunts me. and all the knowledge float to my head. but everything was a mess... a big bloody mess.

I need some defragmenting.

2008-07-08T19:32:00.002+08:00

my results were expected lols.

no time to regret. no time to sigh.

for now is the time to ban kai.

5As... ni dao di hui bu hui lai.

hai hai hai hai no time to sigh!

Only myself to blame.
me
myself
and
I

Dear god. I hope its not too late to amend.
2months of hard work is about to begin.
to prevent friday the 13th from striking again.

2008-07-06T19:32:00.002+08:00

OMG. MY MOMMY SAID OK TO THE YEAR END GRADUATION BACKPACKING TRIP

ok. now i'm fucking happy.

i shall mug the whole night to celebrate =)

but meanwhile

here's something cute to perk up your day

yea wad did i say WAKAKAKKAA

oh btw found some cute passport photos of lin bei =)

enjoy

2008-07-05T17:22:00.002+08:00

Helplessness

is watching others in pain, in trouble but there's nothing you can do about it to lessen the grief.

there is nothing I can attempt to help out with.

Rest in peace granduncle, and aunties uncles pls cheer up.

is watching the one you love in a bad mood.

but not being to do anything to make her happy.

but thru God, anything is possible.

and I pray.

2008-07-04T23:17:00.016+08:00

SENIOR HIGH SENTOSA PARTY!!!

badminton team plus hongyi =P

bio people and miss tan pb!

mei hui zilla on our sandcastle (am)

meihui mommy on the malt of our sandcastle (pm)

mei hui mommy awakening on our sandcastle

when giants take a bath near the castle... o.o

1st in soccer and 1st in sandcastle building!

sandcastle champ!

look at the entrance... i make one =)

UNLEASH THE FURY OF THE DRAKONIAN SOCCER GIRLS

ok so early in the morning and everyone is interested to camwhore!!!

kaki xiang hong fangming jessalyn and francesca lols

Today's activities included frisbee, soccer, volleyball, touch rugby, island race, paddle race and sandcastle building.

ok. I got owned first round in volleyball by kenny and co. LOL

nm.

yep so I was kinda pissed and I went to help the girls with sandcastle.

and omfg we GOT FIRST for the morning session sandcastle building!

Den after that got some teachers vs students soccer match.

and it was zhiren the truck vs cassidy soh the duck

LOL. eh just cos he's wearing crocs.

and he got owned and bulldozed >.<>

Take care and speedy recovery Mr Cassidy Soh!!!

ALRIGHT.

den the days went on until I played soccer with Gary and Qing xiang and we fucking pawned everyone and got CHAMP!

fun. First time I scored a winning goal for my team.

I FEEL LIKE TORRES RAWR!!!!!!

and den PM session...

ssshh... dun tell anyone but I help with the sandcastle as well...

and as expected, WE GOT CHAMP FOR THE PM SESSION ALSO!!!!!!!!

bob the builder. pls fuck off.

nicholas the sandcastle builder turn everyone on!

WAKAKAKAKa

ok sots. not like i'm gaining credit for everything. everyone worked hard for the sandcastle!!! go DraKON!

ok. so the rest of the day proceeded with ORYX owning games... and DRAKON coming in second hahas. waliew. and not forgetting everyone calling nicholas a chao ah beng becos of his blue streaked hair and some blue words on his hand hahahas.

CHAO AH BENG =)

i like.

or,

PEPSI BOY!

cindy wang suggested I go pepsi advertise like edison chen LOL. the first thing which came to my mind was the sex scandal -.-

ok.

and yea, wad else to do when ur freaking bored in a huge expanse of sand.

camwhore duh.

ENJOY! for those whom I promised I will upload on my blog for ya =)

2008-06-30T21:07:00.002+08:00

firstly.

congratulate me.

cos i got this super cool phone w760i =)

with 4 gig memory!!! and 3.2 megapix cam AND JUST FREAKING NO LAG omg...

and there is a motion sensor behind which can detect movement to suit the way u view stuff, AND NOT FORGETTING HOW IT WORKS LIKE A STEERING WHEEL IN NEED FOR SPEED ommg

the only thing which saddened me is i lost a black handphone pouch which i bought... within 4 hrs -.-

god bless that idiot who took it away.

anyway.

was with xiang hong clarissa fangming and francesca today at ECP. we cycled from omfg bedok jetty to changi beach hahaha.

was kinda far, and we flattened our butts.

but the fun thing is...

me and fang ming tried to learn LOOK MA NO HANDS stunt from francesca...

she damn pro la can. so act seh also =PP.

ok, so i tried... and after cycling for half an hr i finally got it.

Fang ming wasnt that lucky. she fell 2 times WAHAAHAHAHA. noob!

LOL

jk.

anyway, kinda fun cycling. been a long long time.

ok, i'm gonna hug my baby to sleep now. muacks muacks w760i!!

and lastly.

mommy. look. NO HANDS!!!!!!!

2008-06-28T21:26:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's biology was so sianz

argh hahahs

went to teoh heng... but now i like quite sian of ktv le... lols

sing sing sing... stiu cant reach imba high notes LOL

but anyway, really needed to destress after common test hahahs.

kinda fun singing wu ding with nigel and xijing =.=

Gayed :S

anyway, after that we went bugis to shop!!! but fuck i cant find my bermudas, or rather they were still kinda ex.

bought a badminton shirt... with a monkey on it for the GANG.

hahaha, bloody cute. gonna wear it on friday at sentosa :D :D

and den yep watch... the zohan.

I tell u its a bloody pervertic show. totally pervertic AHAHAHA. and xijing enjoyed every moment of it. Was quite skeptical of it cos its only 2/5 stars but i gotta admit, its damn funny hahaha. was practically laughing my way thru LOL. cept that.... we're at the second row and after the whole show my neck ached = =

YOU DUN FUCKING MESS WITH THE ZOHAN!!!

look. its all about zohan with his incredible dick, his invulnerable body and his grandma fucking spree.

that practically sums up the show LOL. I swear Suleng was turned on cos i keep hearing squeals when she was beside me =.= whenever zohan is... well u know wads he's doing.

anyway, today went to toa payoh hdb hub there. man, the hong kong beef noodles was damn NICE OMG.

so sad toa payoh is so so far!!! I tot tamp beef noodles was good. Wrong!!!!!!!!!

yep so I walked around toa payoh, and realised perhaps its the first time in my life I roamed that area. hmm. it looks like a food and pasa malam paradise hahaha, wont mind living around there.

yepz, and my elder sis told me she got into Dean's prestigious list of top scorers in NUS.

LIKE OMFG OMFG...............

only e best can make it there wtf?! and she seriously deserved a scholarship, if NUS is reading this post ^^

Respect for her increased hahas. haiz. I'm motivated to be like her omg. though i'm wondering who's Dean kekeke.

ayez. same parents, different brains sob sob. LOL

whoppie, W910i is cool manz, gonna buy it tmr if possible =)

yepz. time to study hard. erm. 4 more months?!

argh.......

2008-06-23T18:17:00.002+08:00

the media can never be relied upon to tell the truth. is this a fair comment.

its not fair.

ok its not fair that i didnt see the last part. blinded.
NOT FAIR THAT I DIDNT WRITE NOT FAIR AHHHHH

keng hoe. we are so screwed =)

anyway. time to mug chem and econs

coffee break, anyone?

2008-06-21T21:35:00.002+08:00

no time.

I NEED TIME.

WHERE DID TIME GO AHHHHHHHHHahahah.

it went to teo heng -.-

bleah.

I need discipline... piack piack piack.

God only you can help me now T.T

2008-06-20T19:26:00.002+08:00

Everything which started, are bound to have an end...
but not everyone is so lucky, to still remain as friends =)

a BIG SORRY
to those i've hurt, especially you.

I'm sorry for making you look like what you're not.
becos you never were.

i'm the jerk la >.<

thanks for forgiving me =)

Sorry to her friends, for having to resist kicking my ass =P

Sorry to Mdm Loh, because I broke my promise. TBUAAGM haha GUESS.

Sorry for troubling many others with my problems.

SORRY and many thanks to God, for having to put up with my problems and answer so many of my prayers at the same time.

Sorry roy and emoboyz.

because I realised emoing is not my cup of tea LOL. I failed terribly. and paid a price for that. Big time.

Everyone I believe, always have a 50-50 chance to hide your emo, and put up a smile instead.
I'm only human, ok. Very human -.-

and i'm not a nice guy like I tot I am. lols. Nice guys dun think of stuffing dwarf hamsters into their mouth AHAHAHAHHAHA.

well at least now I know, wads my reaction when something big happens in my life.

I know how much more I'll cherish the one. Ok the next one lols.

Lastly, to you.
thanks again. For finally knocking everything I wanted to know into my head.
Stay happy =) cos life's too short for regrets.
and you know I'll always try my best to help you if there're problems.

emo, got me into a knot.
dun try to be who you are not.
cos you'll only learn it the hard way.
thats all I wanna say =P

ok since my poetic juice is flowing.

i'm gonna come up with another poem!

COMMON TEST FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK
YOU!

hurray for nick's creativity =))

2008-06-19T20:59:00.005+08:00

So Near Yet So Far

So near yet so far,
our hearts were behind bars.
Just like calling out for a friend in a nearby car.
So near yet far.

You were right in front of me,
yet our eyes never met.
No matter how dumb I may be,
I could see how ugly it can get.

So near yet so far.
I only had the guts to look at your from afar.

-Nicholas-

today i give u up, because life is too short for regrets =)

2008-06-18T21:47:00.002+08:00

does anyone know what kind of a person i am if i keep dreaming about...

school shootings and killings.

i mean i love school, i love my schoolmates and i'm definitely not Cho or those Columbine shooters...

well anyway, i'm the one running away from the shooter and the venue is dhs holding site hahas.

kinda fun when you're dreaming, cos u know u wont die and there's this rush of adrenaline in your body, even though ur asleep, which makes u really really xi bei tired after u wake up -.-

hell, i even jumped off from 3-storey high.

anyway, today went to Mac to study with the gang.

haha, I tot the girl looked kinda attractive till kenny and nigel went : OH MY GOD, ITS THAT MUGGER AGAIN.

ahahah. muggers -.- heard she's quite imba. as in TERMS OF mugging LOL

dunno who looked so emo today lor. that maple guy better stop playing maple and pay attention to her la HAHAHA. that is if he is reading this blog -.-

weee. a few more days to exams. dun care le. cannot study finish also cheong lor. yao ping cai hui ying!

watched sarah conners chronicles : terminator again.

gawd, summer glau is so cool again.... bleah.

haiz.

alright, i hope i dream of the shootings again. this time, i'm gonna hug a gun to sleep =)
lets see whose ass gets kicked now kekeke

2008-06-17T23:20:00.003+08:00

ok went dance flames at st john-st margaret church hahas.

weird church name isnt it? :/ I mean why got 2 saints wan keke

alright.

Was quite optimistic she'll be there, but reality is she wasnt haha

the dancers were good haha, especially the instructor.

but wasnt really paying attention to the rest of the concert, cos was concentrating on chi hang's camera. my hand is shaking like crazy... old liao old liao.

been a long time since I went to church... haiz.
but i'm sick of apologising to God, cos He has done so much for me, yet i've failed him again and again... so many many times.
Today, I just wanna praise and worship him, nothing else.

and i've nvr felt so renewed hahas.

1. believe in yourself.
2. believe in God.
3. PUT IN HARD WORK DUH.

all challenges can be overcomed.
Hopefully, even matters of the heart can be solved.

2008-06-16T20:24:00.003+08:00

Today

went teo heng hahas.

Just wanna say that Jie Xin got such a SWEET VOICE AHHHHHH.

huang lin and ying qing also no fight la.

JIE XIN U MELTED MY HEART hahahahaha.

not only mine I think =P

Bus 12

Today on my ride home,

I look at my reflection

and oh my god,

I needed a comb.

but what is this weight on my shoulder,

ticklish like a hairy boulder. HAHA

there she lied, asleep and tired.

I pretend to sleep but oops, my laughter nearly fired.

All the fond memories came rushing back.

when (she) used to lie near my neck.

alright back to reality,

1/2 hr later i'm nearing my sanctuary.

with one swift turn, the bus swerved to the left,

she jolted off my shoulder, awakened from her rest.

"Excuse me, I gotta alight."

the trip itself was a pure delight.

If only it could have lasted longer,

but I cant be in denial any further.

I need to get a comb, LOL

alas, home sweet home.

LOL, when you're really bored on a bus, with something ticklish on your shoulder... its quite easy to pass time with a poem -.-

2008-06-14T23:08:00.001+08:00

happy fathers' day to my papa, who so badly wanna see me.

sorry I dun have the time for you...

anyway, I dreamt that papa bombed my school ytd, and we all died.

haiz

nightmares.

2008-06-13T20:41:00.003+08:00

ALRIGHT.

I STUDIED 9 HRS TODAY.

WAKAKKAKAKA

pawned u muggers at kallang mac =)

aiya.

cant wait for school to reopen. I wanna see all the fatties who eat and study the whole day =))

hahaha.

haiz.

u can blog me and i stiu know it lo.

damn sian.

anyway here's a joke hahaha.

wads the best way to remember a girlfriend's birthday?

TO FORGET IT ONCE HAHAHAHAHHA

2008-06-12T11:12:00.003+08:00

yeepee!

finished another jodi picoult book hahas.

fangming, i rmbered. its VANISHING ACTS

nubbad, about this father kidnapping his daughter from his wife becos she's an alcoholic.

touching...

yet for 28 years, izzit fair? for the wife had stopped drinking after she went missing for 2 years.

I dunno.

I think i'll do what the father did though : /

yepz.

yesterday was a blank for me.

read econs for a while b4 I got hooked to the book.

anyway the sarah conner series of TERMINATOR is damn cool hahas. I like the female terminator. She's just so... COOL. not exactly chio, but cool yupps =)

its cool when u have a cool girl protecting you, 24/7 hahaha. especially when you're lonely and bore-fucked at home.

anyway came upon this joke damn funny.

one day, a computer geek came across a FROG on the road.

frog : KISS ME, and i'll become the most beautiful princess in the world, and i'll do everything you want me to do.

pervys, i know wad are u all thinking

Geek: no way, this is so cool. A TALKING frog, wait till all my friends see this ^^

LOLOLOL