today went for NS medical checkup.

yea checked my little brother and o so many parts of my body wakakaka.

i liked the part where they took my blood. I just love the way how I can see my fluid flows out.
I feel... alive

yea but lets not dwell onto my sadism.

anyway afternoon went mug mug den we went TEOH HENG!

FINALLY. omgosh.

god u heard my prayers.

Yes. I finally got to sing.

I just love the way I sing Dream dream dream. fell in love with myself...

Nigel ur wrong.
I wasnt thinking of the frame with nude Rose in it when I sang Titanic -.-
But yes. I was singing the song to someone...

if u can feel that i'm actually singing to someone... haha.

Just hate it when my vocals go sore after a few songs. Its dreadful.

anyway... thanks guys. thanks for going KTV!

i've never felt so... happy for a long time.

even if it is a temporary relief from the hell at home, i'll take it.

Dear lord.
please lead me back to the path of righteous, back into ur arms.
let me forgive, and be forgiven, by ur grace.
let me understand the meaning of love, dedication and faith,
for without these brings the downfall of men.

True happiness, comes from within, when you see the one you love happy. thats all it matters.
amen.

thanks god.
thanks for your soft whisper into my soul. thanks for all ur patience with impulsive nicholas.
My last wish lord. Take my blessings, all of them and give them to...
yes lord u know.

and then, my life continues without regrets.

n ss!w !


Nicholas gave a loud fart

on Monday, June 2, 2008; 11:50 PM