My last emo message


















I only have myself to blame.
for believing something which is so lame.

How could I ever had believed,
that love was just a game.

Its not warcraft, dota or even Obama vs McCain.
There's no restart, remake or GG. only mutual pain

Love is complicated. It drove me insane...


I cant help it. I wanted answers.

Its funny I see you in my dreams more often.

Sometimes i'm at ur doorstep, and I hear your voices.

The only motivation to run 10 km.



Your friends were right. I am a loser.
For which ex will bug you, like a splinter in the skin.
omnipresent like the enzyme ubiquitin.
Love can do this. These stupid things.

But its alright now.
or it had always been.
I can barely recognise you, cept for your handwriting.

I tried my best but it wasnt to be.
I'm just happy I helped you to see.
The wonderful things God wanted for you and me.
even though I felt God played a trick on me :P

a love so great the only way to leave
is to force myself to hate you
how i wish it had never be.

I will never ever see.
I will never ever bug.
I will never ever love.
But I will never ever forget.

this dancing queen, i'm lucky to have met.





























































take all of you away.
but thanks for everything you've given me.
from the bottom of my heart.




just leave me the memories, your smile, and our laughter carried away.













and the words that seemed so hard to say
fumbled when you've gone away
just take a little while to hear me say

that I want you here tonight
and I need you by my side
for just one more moment
for just one more moment with you


Nicholas gave a loud fart

on Saturday, September 13, 2008; 10:48 PM